Missing Out

Rick had a BBQ today which George hosted which I couldn't be a part of. I had to work. I work Thursday through Monday which for a while there felt like a great schedule. I've been thinking about changing it for a while but for whatever reason this put me into action.

All my friends and fellow performers, who I've been doing next level work with, hanging out on a beautiful Saturday afternoon. Honestly it hurt. I was so jealous and quite frankly mad at myself. I was stuck at work answering emails and watching 'Dexter'.

I don't want to miss moments, I want to be a part of moments. I love you Rick.

I'll be talking to my manager tomorrow.