Mattress Switch

I've had my mattress
since 2010
and it met hard use
in my drinking days,
stained, warped, and torn
I lug it to the dumpster
disgusted
with it
and with myself
for not replacing it sooner
and for the past
it reminds me of
but that is unjust
so I thank it
for it's decade
of service and support
for it's years
of dreams and nightmares both.